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Monday, October 17, 2005

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 22:22:04 GMT

So yeah i'm pretty cheesed off because the weekend before exams i always like to hang out with friends a lot to take my mind off things. Well this weekend instead of doing that i have to go to a football game overnight from friday to saturday. It wouldn't be so bad i we got back on saturday at like 3 but we get back at 10 so its too late to do anything. So basically i leave right after school friday and dont get back till saturday night which sucks because i have exams to study for and a chem project. I also wanted to hang out with this group of people i just met. The group is basically a bunch of Saint X guys like jeff gibbs, ryan moeller, phil grahnam, zach neihberding, and some other people. Then its a bunch of girls from mcauley and two of the girls i know because they went to my grade school with me for like 7 years. I like the group a lot but i dont seem like im trying to cling on to them. IDK i know ryan wants me to hang out with the group but idk if jeff does because i talk to him but its kind of like im annoying him. I wanted to just ask him straight up if he was ok with me hanging out with the group but my mom says that is a bad idea, so i could really use some help with this one. Please leave comments so i dont have to think about this so much.

Monday, October 10, 2005

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 13:22:06 GMT

So today is monday morning and i have no school for two more days!! I have to start homework but basically all i have to do is read. It sounds like the weekend was pretty good except for the competition which i knew would blow. Well friday i was in the car from 7:26AM-7:47PM so that was a long ass day. I got up and we left for the funeral at 11:00 in the morning and we were at the funeral home for 5 hrs. It was hard looking at my grandpa in the casket because he lost all his hair from the cancer, he was unaturally skinny because he kind of starved to death, and he was in his army uniform. Well at this one point it was just me and my dad talking in front of the casket and we saw a box that inside the top of the casket where you could put things in. Well i wanted to give something of value so i took off my livestrong bracelet and put it in the box. It made my dad cry and he says its something he'll remember for the rest of his life. Its cool to know that my grandpa will be buried with a piece of me because as you may have known i almost never take my livestrong bracelet off. I also think each livestrong bracelet that i have had holds a different set of memories with it. When one breaks you start collecting new memories with the new bracelet you're wearing. IDK but thats just the way i have always thought of it. Well that was a hard day but my dad got to see people that he hasnt seen in like 10 years which was really cool. I'm still worried about my grandma because now shes living by herself but i think she'll be okay. Well we drove back yesterday which again took forever. We got in the car at 8:00 and got back to the house at 7:00. I did three mile run as soon as i got out of the car and that was pretty hard because i hadnt moved my legs in like 7 hours. Oh well all in all the weekend was good and i'm really excited about this week because we only have two days of school and in those two days all of the teachers will be like "fuck it, i cant start any new lessons". So basically party week.

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 17:18:01 GMT

So ya like everybody totally bailed on nicoles party besides me, brad, and kevin and i think they are still going. Well Alex is the only person whose excuse i like or find to be some what of a good reason. Dereck's and dave's plans i wont talk about on my xanga because when ever i get stuff off my chest it bites me in the ass. Well this week took forever even though it was 4 days and next week is 4 days but i'm excited about spirit day. I think i've learned from last year, and now i should be able to bring everything to make it an awesome class free day! Well my BMX project bike is coming along well, all i have to do is take off the pedals then i'm off to buy yellow and black paint. This week should also be the first mixer which is going to be awesome!!! But now me and dave can't go pick up the ladies(well dave thinks he still can) so it looks like i'm gonna be flying solo. This is good though because now i can finally go out and talk to some new people and hopefully the group will come to the mixers too. Well i'll see most of the people at the party tonight except for the people who have BETTER things to do.

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 00:41:57 GMT

Well today im feeling pretty bad. I got my dance pictures back today and i really miss stephanie but i know she doesnt feel the same about me. I also upset a lot of people because i was trying to meet new people. I just feel like i dont have a solid group of friends right now and i dont have anywhere to turn. So basically it seems like all i have is dave but hes giving me the back burner cause hes so wrapped up in this Allison thing. I'm normally not one who wants help but damn ill take what i can get at this point. Things are just fucked up and no ones trying to help to help me out. Its just one of those life phases where stuff kind of sucks ass but this ones gonna last a while unless somebody comes along and changes stuff. Thats all i can do right now because whenever i try to do something myself stuff falls apart and people get mad.

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 22:46:13 GMT

UHH super pissed off!!! Mixer got canceled for friday. Besides that today was really long and band practice was worthless. On a happier note i think i'm gonna like my chemistry, english, and faith and sacraments class. Oh ya i'm in chemistry with Randy, hes like my only friend in any of my classes. Well maybe we can do somethin friday besides a mixer. Leave any ideas in my comments box.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 11:49:52 GMT

Mixer friday!!! I'm sure you've heard but i feel the need to say it again. Be there, I know i will be.

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 21:33:59 GMT

So band camp was like as everyone else put it so i won't explain further. So i have only one paper left for school and i should go over my lati words but i won't because that requires effort. I have a lot planned for this year, i'll do band , then track, and then i'll swim for norht hills. I've decided that i would be really good at track because every time i run i get faster, and i run every day so....ya. I dont really know who to hook up with still but our first mixer is on friday or i could meet some people through dave's connections. I almost think i rely on him to much to find a new people but thats just because school hasn't started yet so meeting people should get easier when it starts. So as always, leave comments and maybe i'll even get some comments from new people which would be much appreciated.

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 23:41:23 GMT

Well last night was fun and i'm glad i know where i stand with people so i dont have the wrong idea. Oh and by the way, that whole becca and dave pow wow was worthless because we didnt figure anything out which was pretty annoying. As far as the whole new group thing goes, i'd really like to keep hanging out with the mercy group people but me and dave both want a new group of people where we can find girlfriends and more friends. So ya me and dave got some new group ideas and i think i wanna try to start talking to emmy more because she sounds pretty cool. So thats all for now and ill see you when i get back from camp.

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 23:34:40 GMT

So yeah the past couple days have been boring because the only person i've really seen is dave. Me and him are looking for new people to hang out with and thats not going so well so i'm getting kind of pissed off. I could either go back to the mercy people( where half of them don't like me..cough, cough...nicole) or I could wait till mixers start up and go talk to random people. The problem is I dont like either of those ideas. I dont know who i should turn to but if you got some ideas, thats what the comments box is for.

Sunday, July 31, 2005

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 21:55:18 GMT

Man it seems like every time i look at my xanga i realized i havent posted anything in like 3 weeks so i'm going to start writing more frequently. Well for the first time i dont have to write a xanga to explain all the drama that just went down over me, thats like the first time thats happened, lol. Well i found out today that i'm running like a 6:13 mile, which for some of you people who dont know about fitness, thats fast. I also feel slightly pathetic because i'm like begging for band camp to start soon but i know after the first day i'll be like wow this blows. Well dave gets back tomorrow which shall be sweet because then i can visit my second home again. Oh alex, very soon we have to organize something so me, you, nick, and dave can chill or you can chill with me and dave again like that one day. This time though we won't throw stuff off the roof.......WTF ya we will! Oh well im in a good mood so leave me some sweet comments people and i hope to see new faces in my comments box because i'm trying to branch out and meet new people(preferably more ladies )