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Name: jeff
Birthday: 7/26/1990
Gender: Male
Interests: women, rowing, cars, hangin out with friends from mercy and X, shinny things, and myself.
Expertise: womem, rowing, and partaying.
Occupation: Engineering
Industry: Entertainment
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AIM:  carcrazykid
Member Since:
5/26/2005
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| So yeah i'm pretty cheesed off because the weekend before exams i always like to hang out with friends a lot to take my mind off things. Well this weekend instead of doing that i have to go to a football game overnight from friday to saturday. It wouldn't be so bad i we got back on saturday at like 3 but we get back at 10 so its too late to do anything. So basically i leave right after school friday and dont get back till saturday night which sucks because i have exams to study for and a chem project. I also wanted to hang out with this group of people i just met. The group is basically a bunch of Saint X guys like jeff gibbs, ryan moeller, phil grahnam, zach neihberding, and some other people. Then its a bunch of girls from mcauley and two of the girls i know because they went to my grade school with me for like 7 years. I like the group a lot but i dont seem like im trying to cling on to them. IDK i know ryan wants me to hang out with the group but idk if jeff does because i talk to him but its kind of like im annoying him. I wanted to just ask him straight up if he was ok with me hanging out with the group but my mom says that is a bad idea, so i could really use some help with this one. Please leave comments so i dont have to think about this so much. | | |
| So today is monday morning and i have no school for two more days!! I have to start homework but basically all i have to do is read. It sounds like the weekend was pretty good except for the competition which i knew would blow. Well friday i was in the car from 7:26AM-7:47PM so that was a long ass day. I got up and we left for the funeral at 11:00 in the morning and we were at the funeral home for 5 hrs. It was hard looking at my grandpa in the casket because he lost all his hair from the cancer, he was unaturally skinny because he kind of starved to death, and he was in his army uniform. Well at this one point it was just me and my dad talking in front of the casket and we saw a box that inside the top of the casket where you could put things in. Well i wanted to give something of value so i took off my livestrong bracelet and put it in the box. It made my dad cry and he says its something he'll remember for the rest of his life. Its cool to know that my grandpa will be buried with a piece of me because as you may have known i almost never take my livestrong bracelet off. I also think each livestrong bracelet that i have had holds a different set of memories with it. When one breaks you start collecting new memories with the new bracelet you're wearing. IDK but thats just the way i have always thought of it. Well that was a hard day but my dad got to see people that he hasnt seen in like 10 years which was really cool. I'm still worried about my grandma because now shes living by herself but i think she'll be okay. Well we drove back yesterday which again took forever. We got in the car at 8:00 and got back to the house at 7:00. I did three mile run as soon as i got out of the car and that was pretty hard because i hadnt moved my legs in like 7 hours. Oh well all in all the weekend was good and i'm really excited about this week because we only have two days of school and in those two days all of the teachers will be like "fuck it, i cant start any new lessons". So basically party week. | | |
| So ya like everybody totally bailed on nicoles party besides me, brad, and kevin and i think they are still going. Well Alex is the only person whose excuse i like or find to be some what of a good reason. Dereck's and dave's plans i wont talk about on my xanga because when ever i get stuff off my chest it bites me in the ass. Well this week took forever even though it was 4 days and next week is 4 days but i'm excited about spirit day. I think i've learned from last year, and now i should be able to bring everything to make it an awesome class free day! Well my BMX project bike is coming along well, all i have to do is take off the pedals then i'm off to buy yellow and black paint. This week should also be the first mixer which is going to be awesome!!! But now me and dave can't go pick up the ladies(well dave thinks he still can) so it looks like i'm gonna be flying solo. This is good though because now i can finally go out and talk to some new people and hopefully the group will come to the mixers too. Well i'll see most of the people at the party tonight except for the people who have BETTER things to do. | | |
| Well today im feeling pretty bad. I got my dance pictures back today and i really miss stephanie but i know she doesnt feel the same about me. I also upset a lot of people because i was trying to meet new people. I just feel like i dont have a solid group of friends right now and i dont have anywhere to turn. So basically it seems like all i have is dave but hes giving me the back burner cause hes so wrapped up in this Allison thing. I'm normally not one who wants help but damn ill take what i can get at this point. Things are just fucked up and no ones trying to help to help me out. Its just one of those life phases where stuff kind of sucks ass but this ones gonna last a while unless somebody comes along and changes stuff. Thats all i can do right now because whenever i try to do something myself stuff falls apart and people get mad. | | |
| UHH super pissed off!!! Mixer got canceled for friday. Besides that today was really long and band practice was worthless. On a happier note i think i'm gonna like my chemistry, english, and faith and sacraments class. Oh ya i'm in chemistry with Randy, hes like my only friend in any of my classes. Well maybe we can do somethin friday besides a mixer. Leave any ideas in my comments box. | | |
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